On your head,
the first of the blackbirds sits.
Another alights
on my shoulder.
Another on your shoulder.
My head. Your lap. My lap.
My other shoulder. It is
a dark, uncomfortable weight,
though there’s also
the shock that it’s happening
at all. Where did
these birds come from?
And how is it they happened
to land here?
And so who could blame us
for laughing out loud
when what had begun
to feel like a burden
turns into a riot
of wing and black feather
and careless cawing,
oh hell, let’s join them,
it makes no sense,
whee! caw, caw, caw.
Posts Tagged ‘transformation’
Not How One Might Expect the Night to Go
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, surprise, transformation on March 26, 2013 | 6 Comments »
Won’t Even Take It To the Second-Hand Store Tanka
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, shedding, shoulds, tanka, transformation on May 25, 2012 | 2 Comments »
that warm coat of shoulds
not one button missing
after all these years
oh happy goosebumps
these shoulders, so naked
So Help Me Please, to Meet You Where You Are Now
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged change, connection, love, poem, poetry, transformation on April 24, 2012 | 11 Comments »
There is a me you would not recognize, dear. They’ve taken their toll, these latter days. –Over the Rhine, “Latter Days”
Forgive me, I thought
I knew you. But that
was yesterday, before
you saw the milky flowers
all a-blossom beside
the dirt road. That was before
the two crows sat
side by side on the branch
above the open window
and sang their one-note song
for how long, how long, who
could say what it is that changes
us, but we adjust, we grow new.
It doesn’t need to be meeting
the minotaur or gorgon, doesn’t
need to be losing a daughter
or trust, or feeling the melting wax
of our wings as we begin to drop,
though these things, too, but
change might arrive with the scent
of a lavender candle,
the voice of a missing friend,
the black taste of rye,
the way the high clouds shred
to pink in the sky,
an empty park bench,
or a scrap of good news, who
can say how it is that we change
with these things,
but we do, we do.
My dear, I did not mean
to presume. You change, even now,
from the one I thought I knew.
Walking to the River with my Three-Year-Old Girl
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 84, emptiness, growing, parenting, poems, poetry, transformation on February 21, 2012 | 2 Comments »
last night’s snow
fills in the spaces
where we’ve been
so many emptinesses
in our wake
some never fill
And Beneath That …
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 84, crack, darkness, light, poems, poetry, transformation on February 19, 2012 | 2 Comments »
Both the light and the shadow are at home in the heart.
–Jan Garrett & JD Martin, “Love Wins”
The shell
cracks
the fracture
gaps
and light
streams in
to reveal
another shell
not yet
begun
to
crack
Not a Test, a Practice (another transformation 84)
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 84, god, happiness, looking inside, poem, rain, test, transformation on January 2, 2012 | 1 Comment »
the day
I told God
I learned
how to find
happiness
on the inside
God sent me
sixty days of rain
just to see
Listening to the Place Inside
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 84, change, integrity, poem, rhyme, silence, transformation on December 28, 2011 | 1 Comment »
New song
new drum
new groove
new hum
new rhythm
new hit
new favorite
and silence
does not change
one bit.
And So Many Holes and Dropped Stitches
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 84, knitting, poem, transformation on December 27, 2011 | 1 Comment »
learning to knit
I imagine
we are made
of the same cloth
one thread
many knots
&
what
shape
will we take?
What’s Working on Us Even Now?
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged 84, lose the self, snowmen, transformation on December 27, 2011 | 1 Comment »
the snowmen
make it look
easy
to lose the self
they do not
ask how
nor does
the sun
ask permission
to help
endlessly tanka
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged doors, opening, tanka, transformation on December 11, 2011 | 2 Comments »
it is the shape of a woman,
this door, which
no matter how many times
it opens
opens again





