Every branch
of the raspberry bush bows
with the weight of sweetness
and our busy hands
pull the ripe berries
to our mouths.
It is a long time
before we remember
we have bowls,
we have tomorrow.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, present, raspberries on July 22, 2016| 1 Comment »
Every branch
of the raspberry bush bows
with the weight of sweetness
and our busy hands
pull the ripe berries
to our mouths.
It is a long time
before we remember
we have bowls,
we have tomorrow.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged paradox, poem, poetry on July 22, 2016| 1 Comment »
beside the waterfall—
this wish to applaud married to
this wish to be very quiet
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged broken, friendship, poem, poetry on July 22, 2016| 1 Comment »
All week it’s been rising,
this longing to fix the places
in me that feel broken—
and then your letter arrives,
a celebration of brokenness,
and I become one of those Japanese pots
in which every crack is repaired
with fine gold.
Sometimes it happens,
we hold for each other
a generous mirror,
and though nothing has changed,
nothing’s the same,
even our fear turns to shine.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged growth, light, poem, poetry, shadow on July 22, 2016| 1 Comment »
it is not the shadows
that shape us, but the reaching
toward the light
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged music, poem, poetry on July 17, 2016| 1 Comment »
all day a song
insists on itself
like a lover who tugs and flirts
at the hem of a dress—
I let it have its way
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged gratitude, poem, poetry on July 16, 2016| 3 Comments »
While the onions and celery forget themselves
in the butter and low heat, I walk to the garden
and gather spinach. It’s nearly time to pull the row—
the plants have begun to yellow and bolt—
but there remain enough dark green leaves
for a pot of fresh cream of spinach soup.
The evening is warm, and swallows dart and swoop
through the air. A haze drapes the midsummer sky.
For a moment I forget there is dinner
to make, a burner inside that will not wait.
For a moment my heart is as open
as the first calendula bloom in the garden,
all its many petals peeled back. It’s now I notice
I’ve been living only half open. Sometimes
we unfold just long enough that the world
can rush in and shake us awake
before we bend back in to our daily lists.
The soup has never been so deep green,
so rich. The night has never smelled so good.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged news, poem, poetry on July 15, 2016| 1 Comment »
despite everything,
today, daisies in white bloom,
scent of mint, of bread
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Nice, parenting, peace, poem, poetry on July 14, 2016| Leave a Comment »
Unable to undo or reverse the destruction,
I focus on the children I’m charged with.
Hey kids, I say, come sit with me.
I cannot hide that I have been weeping.
They have been fighting, all morning,
as children will, calling each other names
such as “stupid” and “jerk.”
They’ve been refusing to share,
asserting how right they are.
It starts here, I say. Peace begins with the way
that we treat our family and friends.
They are embarrassed by my tears.
My daughter sits on my lap, but looks away.
Stop it, Mom, she says. She slouches
and curls her thin back into my belly.
My son says nothing, then belches
to lighten the mood. I am too sincere.
I almost wish to laugh at myself,
to laugh at him, but instead,
I feel the warm weight of new tears
as they gather before they fall.
The boy beside me, their friend,
takes a big breath, then nods.
I know what you mean, he says.
One of them could have the hand
that pulls the trigger, I think.
One of them could feel righteous
enough to drive a truck into a crowd.
One of them might find the words
I cannot find, the ones that could change
someone else’s set mind,
the words that might turn us toward peace.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged emergence, hope, mine, poem, poetry on July 14, 2016| 1 Comment »
We sat in the stope, a small room
chiseled and blasted into the stone
1,800 feet below the surface.
Imagine, he says, it is 1899.
First the guide turned out the light.
Then he blew out the candles.
As we sat in the dark, he told us
that only those with a good memory
of how they got in here
would make it back out alive.
Then he turned back on the light.
Sometimes in a darkness,
we feel ourselves trapped,
find ourselves unable
to grope our way back
to some beginning.
In our attempts to emerge
we become increasingly lost.
Sometimes in a darkness,
we come to believe it will always
be dark. How could we know
to hope that by some strange
luck or chance or change
a light might appear
so bright that we would never
again lose our way?
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged bear, hunger, poem, poetry, sweetness on July 13, 2016| 4 Comments »
Like the bear in the darkness
scavenging the campground
for chocolate bars,
I, too, long for sweetness.
It keeps me awake,
my hunger. I lumber
through these summer nights,
hunting, my senses alive.
Don’t let morning come soon.
I swear there’s a hint
of sweetness here somewhere.