I choose to love the gray—
not because of any gray affinity,
but because the day is gray.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged amor fati, gray day, marcus aurelius on November 10, 2020| 5 Comments »
I choose to love the gray—
not because of any gray affinity,
but because the day is gray.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged amor fati, kindness, poem, poetry, strangers on February 18, 2019| 6 Comments »
And so it is that kindness stays with me,
the way the woman in the store smiles at me
when she can tell I might start to cry.
I carry her smile in my pocket all day,
like a coin, something I carry everywhere
with no effort, but sometimes forget, and then,
when my fingers again find the ridged edges,
when I feel the weight of the coin in my palm,
I am struck by how something so small
carries value, carries meaning. All day
the smile stays with me. All day, I touch
it again and again, feel how its weight
tips some invisible scale, how I remember
again to say hello to fate and fall in love.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged amor fati, garden, poem, poetry on September 28, 2018| Leave a Comment »
And the next day,
the flowers are dead.
It always happens this way—
the zinnias go from orange
and gold and pink to fragile gray.
And the cosmos are slender
skeletons of bloom
that blazed only yesterday.
The nasturtiums resemble
drooping weeds from the sea.
The marigold leaves have blackened.
It always happens this way.
And the world goes on.
And the world goes on
with its cyclical necessities.
I pull roots from the ground
and breathe the rich and sour scent
of summer spent and autumn
chill triumphant, and fall
in love with the empty rows,
this is the way, the way it goes.
And it’s beautiful, this absence.