Already the mind
has put on its tool belt
grabbed its manuals,
consulted its experts
and rolled up its sleeves,
but the heart just wants
to know itself,
pours a cup of Sumatra,
sets out another cup,
and waits to see
who will arrive.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged coffee, poem, poetry, problem, resolution on December 5, 2018| Leave a Comment »
Already the mind
has put on its tool belt
grabbed its manuals,
consulted its experts
and rolled up its sleeves,
but the heart just wants
to know itself,
pours a cup of Sumatra,
sets out another cup,
and waits to see
who will arrive.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged darkness, friendship, poem, poetry, problem on September 18, 2017| Leave a Comment »
for Barbara Ford
We sit on the couch in the low lamplight
and talk for hours about the heart,
its longing to know and be known.
I watch your hands as you speak, how
your long fingers dance. And sometimes,
my eyes catch on a moth amusing itself
at the edge of the room, content in shadow.
We are both well aware that pain
can also be a blessing, that just because
something is not going right doesn’t mean
it is wrong. There are problems
we will never solve, but tonight, it is not
about the solving of things, it’s about the feeling
of them, the willingness to lean over the edge
of the well-lit world, the thrill of fluttering
in the darkness together.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged math, poem, poetry, problem on March 2, 2016| 10 Comments »
If I were paddling a green canoe
traveling a rate of x miles
per hour and you were
in a blue canoe traveling
at a rate of y miles per hour,
and the rate of the stream
was a given, which already
we know is a lie,
how hard would I need
to paddle, in which force equals
d, to make the canoe
a field of rye where we are
wading through golden
waist-high grass
and no longer traveling
in separate canoes?
And let’s say the field
had a breeze travelling
from the west at p miles per hour,
then if I tossed you a dream
and you were standing
due east of me, how long
would it take the dream
to reach you? I know,
not enough facts, and
I have included too many
irrelevant details,
though we both know they’re essential.
This is why math is only good
for certain kinds of problems.
Of course the field was golden.
Though I wouldn’t mind
if it were green, if there
were blue flax flowers
bobbing in the breeze,
a whole river of them
nodding at us as if to say,
yes, that’s right, it doesn’t
make sense, that’s okay,
that’s okay.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, problem, surrender, what does life want? on February 25, 2016| 3 Comments »
It was so lovely, the home
I built in the arroyo,
such smooth golden plaster
I worked with my hands,
such luster in the wood.
I had been told, of course,
about the chance of flood. Perhaps
some part of me felt relief
when the current finally came—
first a hum, then a roar,
then the splintering din,
and then only vehement rush.
What does the soul want, really,
but to join with the wild flood?
Regret can only tread for so long;
this now is what life wants.
An uprooted tree, a hand carved beam—
both serve as well for a float.
Now whatever the water says,
that is where I go.