playing tug of war—
my future
my past
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged games, indecision, mud, present, struggle on October 22, 2020| Leave a Comment »
playing tug of war—
my future
my past
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged creative process, Jacob and the angel, poem, poetry, struggle on August 24, 2018| 2 Comments »
wrestled by the moon
until daybreak, until losing my name,
I, too, am shining
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Jacob and the angel, poem, storm, struggle, uncertainty on August 1, 2012| 7 Comments »
Tonight, the storm is not here, but I see it
in the distance. Lightning unzippers the air, white shock
of illumination. The sky doesn’t hide its bruises.
Dark tents of rain settle over the flats.
And the thunder, no matter how distant, grabs me
with its enormous hands, shakes me by the shoulders,
and tells me to hush. If the angel came to me tonight
and said it were my turn to wrestle, would I tussle with him
until daybreak? Would I try to shutter him out? If he pushed me
to the earth, would I leap up and run? Or lie there and let
him take me the way the rain would if it were here?
I hush. Must we fight for our blessings? Must we steal
for our birthright? The wind dances the leaves,
ravages my hair. Angel, please do not come tonight.
I am tired. Uncertain. Oh, you are already here.