In his heads, he swirls
the dark loose leaves
of his thoughts,
lets them boil
and steep too long,
then offers the tea
to others to drink,
but it spills before
the tea reaches the cup,
and he fumes,
throws in more leaves.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged anger, depression, poem, poetry, tea on February 28, 2017| Leave a Comment »
In his heads, he swirls
the dark loose leaves
of his thoughts,
lets them boil
and steep too long,
then offers the tea
to others to drink,
but it spills before
the tea reaches the cup,
and he fumes,
throws in more leaves.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged bedtime, owl and the pussycat, parenting, poem, poetry on February 27, 2017| 7 Comments »
Before she sleeps, my daughter and I
face each other on her pillow,
our heads heavy, our eyes half mast,
and in the dim light we recite
“The Owl and the Pussycat”—
the words seem to leap between
our breaths so that we can’t tell
where each other’s voice ends or starts,
and I think of the pericardium
around the heart, which the Chinese say
is a boundary place that decides
who gets in and who stays out,
and I marvel at how, for now,
on this quiet night, our hearts
seem to need not any space apart,
and after the owl and the pussycat
dance to the light of the moon, the moon,
we curl into each other’s curves
like two parentheses
on the same side of a thought,
like twin silver runsible spoons.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged hands, letting go, love, poem, poetry on February 26, 2017| 1 Comment »
Like a boot takes the shape
of the foot that wears it, I imagine
my hand might come to take the shape
of yours, your hand—something
I was made to hold, made to move with,
made to let go.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry on February 26, 2017| Leave a Comment »
The Mozart Aria fills the hospital room
and Jack closes his eyes and weeps,
his thin neck and shoulders lean
into the familiar notes,
then return to stasis
as the soprano rests.
It’s the phrasing, he says, the phrasing,
using a hand to meet the crescendo,
then to illustrate the softening phrase.
He, too, is softening, the punch line
whacked off, and what remains
is his thrill in beauty.
Just ten minutes ago,
they strapped a purple band
on his wrist, DNR,
the same wrist
where so much tenderness,
so much life is pulsing.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged darkness, light, poem, poetry on February 26, 2017| 1 Comment »
Fumbling in the dark
with the matchbook
grateful my hands
are experienced
with making flame—
part of me fears
using them up
part of me knows
it’s what matches
are for.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged expectations, poem, poetry, unripe on February 23, 2017| Leave a Comment »
before the lines are written
asking the players to go
on stage and shine
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged darkness, poem, poetry, power outage on February 23, 2017| Leave a Comment »
power out—
an invitation to fall in love
with darkness
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged lines, poem, poetry, story on February 22, 2017| Leave a Comment »
“Sometimes I draw a straight line
and the other artists tell me
to squiggle it—“
all night I re-imagine
our storyline with curves
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Art, books, parenting, poem, poetry, understanding on February 21, 2017| 4 Comments »
Mom, she says, Stop crying.
She’s embarrassed for me.
I can’t stop. After three hours
of snuggling on the green couch,
we are nearing the end of our book,
where the silverback gorilla
and the baby elephant say goodbye
to the girl who has helped them
leave their cages. It is not
the farewell that makes me weep,
though that, too, but the way
that the girl and the gorilla
share a passion for art. It’s so good,
I say to my girl between sniffs,
it’s so rare and so good to find someone
who really understands you.
She looks at me as if she will never
comprehend how such a thing
could make someone cry.
My tears land on the end of the chapter,
leaving a wet trail I don’t
expect her to follow, not yet,
her small hand already
pushing on mine to turn the page.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged longing, poem, poetry on February 20, 2017| Leave a Comment »
all day the gray scent
of distant rain—
ripe apple just out of reach