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I’ll Meet You There

Of course you feel small.
Look around you.
You are small.
How the sky
and the cliffs
and the trees
rise above you.
Even the bulge
of dark wheat dough
rising in the bowl
is moved
by something
much larger
than you,
though that something
moves you,
too.
Tell yourself
you can walk
and walk and
never stop, and
in the walking
become an expression
of the same movement
that pulls the gluten,
that swells the trees,
that greens the leaves,
that flies the seed
that tumbles the cliffs,
that spreads the milk of the clouds,
that twirls the earth,
that spirals this very small
galaxy and pushes
this inconceivable universe
past its own boundaries.
You are small,
and
infinite is
this inside
you, glorious
surging.

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By Order of the Cosmos

The everywhere
of love, the everywhere
of grief

all compressed
(and birthed)
in this very
quiet
kiss

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How We Wake Up

Your way begins on the other side.
—Rumi

We don’t want
to fall and we don’t

want to fall and we fall
on our butts.

Again.

Splat.

All the better
to see

the sky.

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after reading “A Necessary Autumn Inside Each” by Rumi, translated by Coleman Barks

In the meadow
of the moment,
there is only here.
But just today,
I got lost on my way
to the moment. Found
some crazy detour
with arrows pointing
in opposite directions
and construction everywhere.
Wherever here is,
I was not.

And then, when I
finally met the moment
and realized I had not
been there all day,
I felt shame and regret,
which got me all
lost again. I spent hours
with a useless map
designed to get me
somewhere else
till Rumi bumped
into me, I swear
on purpose, and said
in a very small voice,
“Be ground.”

“What is that supposed
to mean?” I said,
but he was already
gone, a trail of wildflowers
coming up everywhere
he stepped.

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based on a title by Jannie Edwards

First, I am angry.
Second, what a mess.
Third, I killed a spider with a book of Sufi poems.
Fourth, opening to page 88: Don’t wash a wound with blood.
Fifth, it is time to be very, very quiet.

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A Vessel for Light

When I am in the open, life nourishes even those parts so sorely hidden.
—Mark Nepo, “The Book of Awakening”

The peaches are hiding,
hiding their ripening
weight in the underside

of the leaves. Green
and hard, their sweetness
is still a secret, a perhaps,

a dream. They are fed
by what hides them—
a bright chaos of lances,

green and glancing
in the morning breeze.
We become so preoccupied

with what we cannot see.
The harvest concealed
in the tree. The green

parts of ourselves—
what we can’t yet let go,
what we think we need.

Ripening happens.
What’s hidden does not
stay that way. Soon,

in the orchard, the fruit
will redden, will swell,
will reveal itself through

the canopy. And we who
walk through the trees
are also surrounded by

light. We, too, are being
grown by forces beyond us,
within us, an infinite Eros

tending all this ripening.

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I tell you this
to break your heart,
by which I mean only
that it break open and never close again
to the rest of the world.
—Mary Oliver, “Lead”

It is hard
to unfold, day
after day,
to unfold
and open
and bloom.
Even the roses
last only a season.
See how the lilies
drop one by one
their petals
until the table
is a paean
to opening,
but for the naked
pistil, there
is nothing
left to release.

We are not
like flowers.
There is
no rest.
It is always
the season
for opening.
And if there
are no petals
around the heart
left to unfold,
then unclose the hands.
And if the fists
are too tightly clasped,
unclose the eyes.
And if
the eyelids
are leaden,
averse,
then breathe
and feel how
inside,
the lungs
open and
open again.

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Seamlessness

Let’s imagine this thread
made of no-thing
that perfectly joins
youtome—

no stitch, no hem, no seam.

*

I welcome you
inside me
though already
you are here—

it’s pleasure
to hang garland
on the heart’s door

*

This is my work:
to give
my attention.
To see past
lines
that
divide.
To
breathe
in you
breathing
in me.

*In a recent article in EnglightenNext, Brian Swimme outlines the 11 “powers of the universe” that define how the universe has constructed itself and us. Seamlessness is the first, referring to the realm of pure potentiality, a dynamic realm of pure generativity, an affirmation that all separate beings in the universe have a common origin and that this origin remains involved with our ongoing existence and functioning.

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Dad, says the boy
in another room,

How do you get
bad thoughts
out of your head?

The answer
I can’t hear.

*

Once his dad leaves
I snuggle with the boy.

Mom, he says,
the rainbow has touched
everywhere on earth.

*

I say, Yes.

And he says,
We think the sun
only follows us,
but it’s up there
in the sky
for everyone.

Yes.

*

And from there,
he leaps to the stars,

wonders if
we could break one,
maybe with a chisel.

I don’t know.

*

And Mom,
if Earth and a star
crashed,
would we still be here?

No. But the stuff
of our bodies comes back.

*

So you could come back
as a boy and me a girl?

Maybe.

And you could have ten armpits
and I could have none?

*

I don’t know
is the only answer
that seems true.

I don’t know.
I don’t know.
I don’t know, O

I don’t know.

*

Mom! Talking
took the bad thoughts
out of my head!

Dad was wrong.
He said,

Pour cold water
on your head.

*

In another room
the boy sleeps.

His song is at work in me,

how with curiosity
we open.

How,
I don’t know.

(Note: It turns out Finn made up the part about what his dad said, and boy did he laugh at his own joke …)

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Quiet Tanka Take Two

It’s not that
peace walked in
on quiet feet.

It was always here
and I finally noticed.

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