thick with rain
this afternoon and still
the thirstiest parts of me
shriveled
longing to be drenched
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, rain on September 20, 2016| Leave a Comment »
thick with rain
this afternoon and still
the thirstiest parts of me
shriveled
longing to be drenched
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged acceptance, body, poem, poetry on September 19, 2016| 1 Comment »
Mi casa es su casa.
My arms are your arms.
My lips are your lips.
My ripeness, yours. My triceps,
yours. My hunger, my nipples,
my skin, my swollen pinks
are yours, yours. And why stop there?
My dry elbows, your elbows.
My bunions, your bunions.
My cyst, your cyst. What part
of me would you rather not love?
Could you miss it? Tell me you will also take
my thinning skin, my widening hips,
my wrinkled cheek, my cracked heel.
If my fear is your fear; my ugly,
your ugly; my broken, your broken;
my shame, your shame, then kiss me
there. Again. Please? Kiss me there.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged ekphrasis, Frida Kahlo, poem, poetry, trouble on September 18, 2016| 1 Comment »
When trouble comes like a black monkey
sitting on your shoulder, picking at things
you can’t see; when trouble comes
like a necklace made of thorns that twists
around your neck; when trouble comes
with its hummingbirds dead and dangling,
with its indifference to blue, do not try
to escape into the upper left corner,
though the dragonfly there could distract you.
Dare to meet it with a gaze unyielding,
meet it exactly where you are. Ask it
with your eyes, What do you have to teach me?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-Portrait_with_Thorn_Necklace_and_Hummingbird
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged books, burning books, poem, poetry on September 17, 2016| 1 Comment »
the book burning
turning the pages of char—
a blaze of orange butterflies
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, Yeats on September 17, 2016| 2 Comments »
Meeting William Butler Yeats on the road
is like passing by a beggar on the street.
Surely, he says, surely the second coming
is at hand. People clear him, looking the other way.
He holds out his empty hat to you. He does
not want your spare change. Surely,
he says, looking into your eyes with a certainty
pitiless as the sun, surely the second coming
is at hand. What is it in his eyes?
Your own reflection, slouching.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged kissing, poem, poetry on September 17, 2016| 1 Comment »
on a line from Ocean Vuong
The most beautiful part of your body
is the place your lover has just kissed,
how his lips remind you that you are also
orchid and apple and arch.
How easy it is to forget our own holiness.
How sweet when another reminds us of the ocean
still in our blood, the sand in our hair.
Call it communion, the way he touches you
and the way your own tongue leaves
a wet trail on his skin not so different
from those first attempts to crawl onto shore.
The most beautiful part of your body
is your longing to open more, everywhere
he touches, you become door.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged death, pet, poem, poetry on September 14, 2016| 1 Comment »
slumped on my chest
the body of the girl
not quite so limp
as the weight of her pet
still almost warm
*
no less permanent
this death of a body
so small
*
the dull weight of sorrow,
wishing it would come soon
to replace this burn
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged ars poetica, poem, poetry on September 13, 2016| 1 Comment »
a left turn,
a river stone,
straw,
the moon,
an empty frame,
the scent of books,
a wide-brimmed hat,
a question mark,
ripe peach juice, maps
to nowhere,
unfinished songs,
a trunk, blue mornings,
fields of gold,
uncertainty
of what comes next,
the promise
I will try
again.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged language, night, poem, poetry on September 12, 2016| 1 Comment »
Even after everything is said
there is so much left unsaid.
I have measured the nights in stars
and lost track. I struggle to say
something true. When I stop
trying, I notice the how night
comes in and fills my throat.
Though no one can hear it,
it says everything I wish to say.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged ditching class, friendship, poem, poetry on September 11, 2016| 3 Comments »
Not that anyone caught us,
but that was the day
when Marnie and I
cut school during sixth hour
and drove my old VW bug
to the undeveloped hills
just past the edge of town.
Nothing grew there but grass
and wide open emptiness.
She’d bought some No Doz,
and though we were already
wildly alive and awake,
taking them seemed a good idea.
I don’t remember what class
I ditched—perhaps French IV,
which could explain why to this day
I cannot remember the plusque
parfait—but I recall
how barren the hills were,
their syntax of winter dry grass,
still brown, and how we ran
as fast as we could chasing
nothing we could see
as the wind grabbed the laughter
from our mouths and flung it
past the barbed wire fences,
past the highway that circled our town
until we lay at last down
and stared at the sky
conjugating the clouds
until the sun was spent
and we were cold.
No one ever asked
where we’d gone. No one
noticed the grass still
stuck in our hair,
the sky still clinging
to our clothes, the absence
of bells in our blood.