no moon in the sky
reaching for it anyway—
a siren wails in the night
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged emergency, hope, moon, poem, poetry on March 21, 2017| Leave a Comment »
no moon in the sky
reaching for it anyway—
a siren wails in the night
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged appearance, message in a bottle, poem, poetry on March 20, 2017| Leave a Comment »
When I was a girl, I used to
put messages in soda bottles
and stop them up with cork—
I’d stuff them with the kinds of messages
I would like to find—
you are beautiful
or
you will be happy—
and I would throw them into the lake.
I wish I could send one now
to your mirror
so the next time
you found your reflection
and started to frown,
you would see there, bobbing
between your self-critical eyes,
a message surprising enough
to help you know yourself clearly again—
sometimes it’s someone else’s eyes
that reteach our eyes to see.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged desperation, hope, lemon, poem, poetry on March 19, 2017| 2 Comments »
But darn if that scent of lemon
isn’t just so yellow, and though
I meant to write about the squeeze
of fear, there’s that bright perfume
on my fingertips and all I can think
is how full of sunshine it is, that scent,
though the room is dark,
though the last thing I thought
I could write about tonight
was hope.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged journey, love, poem, poetry, river on March 18, 2017| Leave a Comment »
I’ve got a wide, a wide river to cross.
—“Wide River to Cross” by Julie Miller, Steven P. Miller
Perhaps when the river
we must cross is so wide
and the journey
to just to get to the river is so long
that our legs and arms are weary
before we even reach the shore,
perhaps that is when
it helps to remember
that the heart is infinite
in how much it can love,
and dang if that journey
across the river
doesn’t seem all that far
after all and the body
shudders and trembles
finds a way to take
one more step, and
one more step.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged home, poem, poetry, self, tree on March 17, 2017| Leave a Comment »
When climbing the inner branches
of the largest spruce we can find,
and finding the prickly lattice
an easier ladder than we imagined,
we might climb high enough
that we forget if we are climbing
to get away from or to move toward,
might climb long enough
that at last it is neither tree
nor land nor sky that feels
like home, but our own
limbs as they find the next place
to step, to pull up, to rest.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged anger, poem, poetry on March 16, 2017| 1 Comment »
an old black coat I slip on
that no longer fits—
this anger
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged acceptance, love, poem, poetry on March 15, 2017| Leave a Comment »
Standing on the stoop of your heart,
hand poised above the doorbell,
hoping you’ll open the door,
hoping you’ll keep it open.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Bedrock, joy, poem, poetry, song on March 15, 2017| 2 Comments »
Driving through Bedrock,
population 14, I remember
sitting on the stoop of the general store
and asking Rose to come out from behind the counter
and sing me a song about sorrow.
Crazy how a sad song could make me
so happy. Crazy how every time I drive by
I still smile to think of her voice,
soaring as the red rock cliffs,
haunting as the windows shuttered and dark.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged love, poem, poetry, spring on March 13, 2017| 2 Comments »
after Octavio Paz
under the tired veils of leaves,
under the indifferent rocks,
under the brown needles,
that were once evergreen
under the pinecones dropped
like old conversations,
under the broken sticks,
under the matted exhaustion of grass
comes the tender new green of spring clover,
thrusting through all that was frozen.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged gong, meditation retreat, paying attention, poem, poetry, sound on March 12, 2017| 3 Comments »
Everything’s a gong now—
the clang of the spoon in the mixing bowl,
the growl of the water rushing in the pipes,
the ding of the microwave’s timer,
the crow—
what isn’t an invitation to show up,
to offer the moment all our attention—
scent of pizza, barking dog, lawn mower,
sweet rose tea, that voice in my head,
the chime of the changing light.