letting the stars name me
after them—
unpronounceable things happen
*
building a throne
out of meadowlark song—
kingdom with no borders
*
holding hands with the sun
wishing it would go
to second base
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged birds, haiku sequence, stars, sun on July 11, 2020| Leave a Comment »
letting the stars name me
after them—
unpronounceable things happen
*
building a throne
out of meadowlark song—
kingdom with no borders
*
holding hands with the sun
wishing it would go
to second base
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged happiness, sky on July 10, 2020| 4 Comments »
weaving a little sky
into my hair—
swallows dive through my thoughts
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged heart, overwhelm on July 10, 2020| 1 Comment »
good to remember
when I feel like I’m drowning—
the heart floats
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged stillness, wind on July 8, 2020| Leave a Comment »
wind that tears
the limbs from the trees—
what is still, still still
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged connection, loss, lost, map, music, song on July 7, 2020| 2 Comments »
I want to slip into the song
you sang, the one with verse
about loss. I want to hang
on its notes as if they were branches
I could swing from, want to climb
through its chorus, want to meet it
in its rests, want to offer it tea.
I want to ask the guitar
about your fingers, about
how they knew where
to find the melody. And how?
I want to speak with the loss itself,
want to ask it if it’s sure its lost,
want to offer it a map made of apples
and wings and moon.
I want to hear the silence after
the song, and then beg it, beg it,
to keep singing.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged avalanche, clarity, friendship, hiking on July 6, 2020| 3 Comments »
We speak the way old friends speak—
knowing each other’s stories,
the nuances and undertones.
She always knows just what to ask,
just how to nudge me toward
quiet revelation. I don’t do my best
to hide. In fact, it is easy
to speak of my brokenness.
We pause in a field
where the forest has been felled
in an avalanche—
the slender white trunks are strewn
in a chaotic jumble—
but oh, how clear the view.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged change, dad, daughter, father, love on July 5, 2020| 5 Comments »

Already he’s lived a dozen years longer
than any other man in his bloodline.
One died of malaria. The rest of heart attacks.
Not one of them knew how to show love.
Sometimes a river changes its course—
perhaps slowly, eroding over centuries.
Perhaps all at once in a mighty flush,
as after a flood or an ice-floe.
I want to ask him how change happened in him—
how the impulse toward anger
rechanneled into tenderness,
into patience, into a willingness to be vulnerable.
I want to believe the same might happen for the world—
that by tending our hearts more carefully,
we might jump the banks of what seemed possible.
We are all of us here to be changed.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged fourth of july, freedom, wildflowers on July 4, 2020| Leave a Comment »
a freedom bouquet—
scarlet gilia, blue larkspur,
and small white daisies—
may these flowers of the field
grow wild in your heart tonight
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged America, potential, sunflowers, United States of America on July 3, 2020| 6 Comments »
For your birthday, I’m sending you
the sunflowers in my garden,
which is to say, I send you
something unfinished,
something with so much room
left to grow.
America, I send you
the space above the sunflowers
a space they will reach into.
There is so much promise
of beauty in you, America,
so much blossoming yet to do.
America, you’re right if you think this is symbolic.
So I send you the sunflower’s roots, too.
We all know what happens without them.
America, here’s what I most want to say—
I believe in you, America, and all the hands
that tend your soil. Happy Birthday.
It’s time to get out of your own shade.
Happy Birthday. You’ve got this.
Home of the brave.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged acceptance, garden, letting go, practice on July 2, 2020| 7 Comments »
Though it’s July, the grass is iced
from last night’s frost, and the heart-shaped leaves
of the pole beans hang limp and dead.
And so the chance to practice letting go.
It’s too bad, of course,
but the stakes are low.
It was only one row,
a handful of seeds,
a hankering for fresh green beans.
Not a livelihood. Not a child.
Not a hope. Not a dream.
Just a small row of leaves
that do what leaves do.
No one to point a finger at.
No one to pick a fight with.
Just this practice of meeting
the world as it is. This chance to start again—
the work of the living.