After the frost,
the sweet peas
rise from the dirt
like little green angels
with bowed heads
and tiny green wings—
it’s enough to make
a woman believe
small miracles can happen
if only she plants
the seed.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged forgiveness, gardening, happiness, poem, poetry on May 31, 2017| Leave a Comment »
After the frost,
the sweet peas
rise from the dirt
like little green angels
with bowed heads
and tiny green wings—
it’s enough to make
a woman believe
small miracles can happen
if only she plants
the seed.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged forgiveness, monostitch, poem, poetry, weather on December 12, 2016| Leave a Comment »
unforecast, this thawing of the heart, a puddle now where yesterday I slipped
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged forgiveness, poem, poetry on February 6, 2016| 1 Comment »
that fence I built
around my heart
makes real good kindling
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged forgiveness, making peace on December 2, 2015| 1 Comment »
with gratitude to Rachel Kellum
holding out the olive branch,
surprised to see the end’s
been set on fire—
oh foolish woman who hesitates
to drop it before she is burned
*
olive tree,
may you grow many branches,
may I prune you often
but not to the point of risking the roots—
for now, here is water, time
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged black swift, forgiveness, poem, poetry on October 6, 2015| 4 Comments »
The baby black swift is born behind a waterfall.
It never leaves its nest until one autumn day
it leaves the damp familiar and starts to fly.
Though it has never flown before, it will not land
until it reaches Brazil, thousands of miles away.
There is, perhaps, a wing inside forgiveness.
Just because it has never flown before,
just because it’s never seen beyond the watery veil
does not mean that it won’t instantly learn
what it can do.
Like the baby black swift, it has no idea
what it’s flying toward. It only knows
that it must fly and not stop until it is time to stop.
It sounds so miraculous, so nearly impossible.
It is not a matter of courage. It is simply
what rises up to be done, the urge to follow
some inaudible call that says now, now.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged forgetting, forgiveness, poem, poetry, spell on August 31, 2015| 2 Comments »
In the book of spells
I do not find the one
that helps you forget
what you want
to forget. There is one
for making the bees
come out midwinter
and another to make
the walls speak what
they’ve seen. There’s
a spell for making
minutes go slower, and
a spell to turn a woman’s
skin green. But no spell
to forget what we wish
not to know. There are
thirty-one spells for
forgiveness, though.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged community, forgiveness, poem, poetry on May 2, 2015| 3 Comments »
for B
I would like to pour light
into all your frightened spaces,
and wherever you are tired,
I would like to bring a beautiful dream.
And your wounds, still festering
beneath scars, I want to bring salve
that will heal even the past
through a blend of forgetfulness and grace
so that you can walk back into the world
with your own pitcher of light
and dreams and salve to share,
perhaps you could even spare
a little light, a little softness,
a little grace
for me.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged becoming, forgiveness, patience, poem, poetry on March 6, 2015| 3 Comments »
waiting for forgiveness
as if it were a train
and the rails are long gone
*
my heart an apple blossom
afraid it doesn’t know
how to become apple
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Christmas, forgiveness, poem, poetry, presence, present on December 26, 2014| 3 Comments »
What was it under the tree
I was hoping for—perhaps
forgiveness, not the kind
you can tie up with a bow,
no, rather the kind
you don’t even know is there,
except you notice you can’t
stop laughing and everything,
even the awkward scale
you carry in your breath,
even that seems luminous,
some small, amusing scrap
of heaven.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged forgiveness, grocery store, poem, poetry on December 21, 2014| 3 Comments »
Kneeling in aisle three,
in front of the red hots,
colored sugars and non-pareils
reading their labels
and shopping price,
I did not know what I wanted
until a stranger with a dark beard
and brown coat walked around me
and said in a soft, smiling voice,
“I forgive you.”