this eager heart—
in a stuffy room, suddenly
the windows flung wide
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged gratitude, poem, poetry, possibility on December 3, 2019| Leave a Comment »
this eager heart—
in a stuffy room, suddenly
the windows flung wide
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Beethoven, hope, impossible, poem, poetry, possibility on August 29, 2019| 5 Comments »
There are no barriers for a person with talent and love towards work.
—Ludwig van Beethoven
Everyone knows Beethoven
went deaf, could hardly hear
by the time he composed
the Moonlight Sonata.
I think of him sometimes
when I want to believe
in impossible things.
Like great harmony
born out of dead silence.
Like love in full bloom
despite drought.
Like finding a pocket in time.
Like hope, growing like mint.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged darkness, garden, poem, poetry, possibility, seeds on June 2, 2019| Leave a Comment »
There are darknesses in me,
places I would disregard.
Is it any wonder every year
I plant thousands of tiny seeds
and then wander the garden,
rooting for each as overnightly
they put up rows of tiny leaves.
How easily I forget what is possible.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged love, poem, poetry, possibility on January 10, 2019| 1 Comment »
because when the wise old man said
that the loving itself
was all that mattered—
somehow, for that moment,
while his suggestion still hung
like perfume in the air,
all the stubborn queries
of how and why and when
that usually knock and crack
and rap and ring, they all laid down
to take a nap,
and in that fragrant silence,
what rose was the most
beautiful tenderness,
a shining faith,
how improbably it opened
like a stone turned iris,
like a bone blooming
into spring.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged allowing, poem, poetry, possibility on June 18, 2018| Leave a Comment »
In the pond, it is easy to let go of the paddle,
to let the wind move my little boat
wherever it will. I feel no need to change direction,
no sense that one way is better than another,
no attachment to arriving on any shore.
All around me, dragonflies skim bluely above the water.
Cotton drifts through the air like midsummer snow.
Robins sing their simple song. In this moment,
somehow unstitched from the calendar,
everything seems possible—like a woman
who feared she could not love could do so.
And a day could open in surprising ways,
new worlds spilling into this familiar world.
And a chapter could be written inside another
so that we would never, ever get to the end.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, possibility, potential on December 6, 2017| Leave a Comment »
anything is possible
but only one thing will happen—
tulip blooming on a dandelion stem
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged crystal ball, poem, poetry, possibility on August 13, 2015| Leave a Comment »
A dozen dozen crystal balls
and not a one will tell us how
our story ends. Opaque as pearls,
they show us nothing of our world.
A dozen dozen crystal balls,
all of them unreadable.
And still we try. We want to know
just how the future will unfold.
Instead of crystal balls, my dear,
let’s try using a handheld mirror.
Or better yet, a windowed room.
Or better yet, some hiking shoes.
Let’s see what is unfolding now
and join it in its opening.
Already much more is possible
when we don’t know where we’re going.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged eating disorder, healing, poem, poetry, possibility on August 8, 2015| 4 Comments »
You never really recover.
That’s what the woman told me
her friend had said.
We were talking about
eating disorders.
There’s no way to make
that line sound poetic.
Her friend ran a program
at a hospital for other women
with eating disorders.
Her friend knew the subject personally.
I remember, I told the woman,
when I believed the same thing.
Until one day, it happened.
I just didn’t know
it was possible because
for so many, many years
it hadn’t happened to me,
though I tried, I tried.
Whenever it happened,
there were no fireworks,
no symphonies, no ecstatic dance,
no revelations written in clouds.
No rhapsody, no reveille, no
parade, no streams of light.
It happened so quietly I didn’t notice—
not for days, weeks, perhaps months.
Now I lean in when I hear myself say never.
What a fine time to get very curious.
What a fine time to get very quiet,
even quieter than that.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, possibility, saying yes to the world as it is on July 3, 2015| 2 Comments »
Between the moth wing
and the fire,
between the river
and the road,
between the moon
and what we’re told,
between loss
and a kiss,
there is this sense
that anything
might happen—
a wound, a word,
a wondering,
an opening
to the world
just as it is.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged apricot, longing, poem, poetry, possibility on March 28, 2015| 2 Comments »
I would like to find you
in the shade of an apricot tree
with rounded white petals
caught in your hair
and the hypnotic humming
of bees in our ears,
and we would lie there
draped in the scent
of warm sage and sweet bloom
and stare up at the blue
through the flowering limbs
and forget who we are
for just long enough, perhaps,
that anything could happen.