the long bloom of my body
the long bloom of your body—
all night rearranging our stems
*
wondering why
the candle doesn’t give light—
never offering it flame
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, warmth on February 29, 2016| 1 Comment »
the long bloom of my body
the long bloom of your body—
all night rearranging our stems
*
wondering why
the candle doesn’t give light—
never offering it flame
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged heron, patience, poem, poetry, slow on February 27, 2016| 2 Comments »
blue heron
in the tree top—
this quickening heart
*
I draw for myself
a new starting line—
on your open palm
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged persistence, poem, poetry, surrender on February 27, 2016| 3 Comments »
all day
tugging on my sleeve—
this kiss
*
that inner monologue—
letting it sing
till it loses its voice
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, problem, surrender, what does life want? on February 25, 2016| 3 Comments »
It was so lovely, the home
I built in the arroyo,
such smooth golden plaster
I worked with my hands,
such luster in the wood.
I had been told, of course,
about the chance of flood. Perhaps
some part of me felt relief
when the current finally came—
first a hum, then a roar,
then the splintering din,
and then only vehement rush.
What does the soul want, really,
but to join with the wild flood?
Regret can only tread for so long;
this now is what life wants.
An uprooted tree, a hand carved beam—
both serve as well for a float.
Now whatever the water says,
that is where I go.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged contradiction, poem, poetry on February 24, 2016| 3 Comments »
this melancholy,
today it too seems
rose-hued
*
the bell in pieces—
learning to love
silence
*
at the same time
the seed reaches toward darkness
toward light
*
I throw my hunger
into the river, then, too alone,
jump in after it
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged debussy, failure, moon, piano, poem, poetry, suite bergamasque on February 23, 2016| 1 Comment »
Votre âme est un paysage choisi / Que vont charmant masques et bergamasques / Jouant du luth et dansant et quasi / Tristes sous leurs déguisements fantasques.
—Paul Verlaine, “Claire de Lune”
I hate the way my fingers stumble
through the prelude—in my ear,
it is beautiful, the phrases open
and flowing, and I hum sincerely, as if
with song I could make my hands
more nimble. There are fields,
golden, inside the arpeggios,
and they part as if the wind has blown
a place for a path, and then
a thousand thousand birds
take flight just before night—
or at least that is what I
want to hear. But I am clumsy,
an oxen trampling in the field
who trips in every irrigation ditch.
I have read that by the time
the suite was published, Debussy
hated the sound of it, deplored
his earlier style. I try to imagine him
here in the living room, his thin moustache,
his thick black bangs, oh how
he would cringe, revile my lack
of sensitivity. And how I would hate
to disappoint him. Both of us
miserable, both of us abhorring
what we hear—I would stop playing,
I would, and walk over to him
as he scoffed, and I would say,
Look, look Claude,
how the moon is full, so large there
on the horizon. And we’d step
out onto the porch.
There would be no birds,
no wind to part the field,
and he would slip his hand
toward the moon, and say,
There, there, that is what I was trying to say.
And I would let my empty hands
play.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged blossoming, poem, poetry on February 22, 2016| 4 Comments »
midwinter storm
and between white drifts
this rose slowly opening
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged holding, letting go, poem, poetry on February 21, 2016| 1 Comment »
is it one small child
or the whole world
I cradle
*
this longing
to bring you a small bouquet
of possibilities
*
my limbs a clef,
I circle the changing
song of you
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged message, poem, poetry on February 20, 2016| 3 Comments »
after many months
the scent of rain—
a letter from home
*
I would be divine
said the poem, if you would
just get out of the way
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged clouds, poem, poetry on February 18, 2016| 1 Comment »
Because the world is round, it turns me on.
—The Beatles, “Because”
impossibly lissome
the clouds this dawn
long drawn and wind-spun and pink—
all morning making love
to their memory