You are the elephant
and I the room,
you the lark,
the missing spoon,
you the question
that swallowed the answer,
you the music
inside the dancer,
and I am still
the waiting room—
or, perhaps, dear elephant,
a cocoon.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry, transformation on April 22, 2017| 2 Comments »
You are the elephant
and I the room,
you the lark,
the missing spoon,
you the question
that swallowed the answer,
you the music
inside the dancer,
and I am still
the waiting room—
or, perhaps, dear elephant,
a cocoon.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged creativity, love, poem, poetry, river on April 20, 2017| 4 Comments »
you and I
two banks
of the same river
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged colorado author's league, Even Now, poetry award, Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer, tattered cover on April 20, 2017| 7 Comments »
“Even Now,” my latest book (a collaboration with artist Jill Sabella) is a finalist for the Colorado Author’s League Book Awards in poetry. Yippee! If you live near Denver, I hope you can join me on Saturday, April 29, 2 p.m. for the reading of poetry and non-fiction finalists (though I am the only one finalist who will make it for a poetry collection). I will have my dear friend Kyra Kopestonski with me to accompany on cello–a very special treat. I’m excited about this honor and hope you can come hear me and the other finalists! It’s Independent Bookstore Day–come celebrate! Winners of the awards will be announced the next week.

Posted in Uncategorized, tagged failure, falling in love with the world, poem, poetry, saying yes to the world as it is on April 19, 2017| Leave a Comment »
After hoping and trying
and failing and hoping
and trying and failing
and hoping and trying
and failing the mind
perhaps will finally say
I don’t know what comes next
and, startled by the sweet
clarity of this, the body
raises both arms, though
the mind didn’t tell it to—
yes, the arms rise weightless
and open, as if there is nothing
they aren’t ready to embrace,
as if the world as it is
might come rushing in.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged holding, love, poem, poetry on April 18, 2017| Leave a Comment »
It’s not patience
that makes the cup
hold the tea, it’s
simple practicality.
Not love that makes
bowl hold ripened fruit.
But it is patience
that holds the phone
and says I miss you.
It’s love that doesn’t
hold at all.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged anger, poem, poetry on April 17, 2017| 4 Comments »
In a cupboard
he opens often
he keeps a box
of resentment.
Something about
knowing it is there
makes him feel alive.
He touches the box
again and again,
lets the anger fill
whatever inside him
feels empty.
Hear it? Thumping
in him, pretending
it is a heart. It’s easy
to mistake.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged poem, poetry on April 16, 2017| 3 Comments »
Happy Easter! I am back from Florida and helping my parents move. Now we’ll return to our regularly scheduled daily poems, but here are 15 from the last 15 days … I decided to bunch them all together into one bouquet.
eavesdropping over the fence
the bougainvillea leans into my thoughts,
blushes a deeper pink
*
the moon emerges
from behind the cloud
and the whole sea shines—
wanting to find in us
that kind of light
*
that memory
leaves my lips half open—
ripe blood oranges
*
watching my father
give away his favorite fishing rods—
a hook in my heart
a tug on the line
*
at the top of the hill
I see another hill—
deciding to take
another step,
another step
*
I’ve hired a hit man
for my doubt—
now it’s really
got something
to worry about
*
finding the perfect shell—
giving it back
to the sea
*
it ,too,
has a shadow,
that perfect red hibiscus
*
oblivious to the angel beside me
I tripped on its wings as I passed
and scared it into a white hush of flight—
I stood, equal parts bereft with its loss
and blessed with proof it exists
*
pressing my nose
against your nose the way a cat would—
hoping you stay close
*
sure, do it again,
said God, but next time
try giggling
when you do
a belly flop
*
mesmerized by the sunset,
reminding myself
I am also an actor
in this scene,
not only audience
*
wearing my sunburn
the way I wish
I were wearing you—
the sunrise leans
into every shade of pink
*
on the old couch
I hold my mother gently
and slow my breathing to hers—
the small light of our love
pushes against the edge of dark
*
the congregation pussy willows
and mullein rosettes sang off key—
I sang along, not caring
if we sounded good, just grateful
to be praising
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged intentions, poem, poetry, words on April 1, 2017| 2 Comments »
We’ll catch up soon,
I say, and I actually believe it—
though after I say them
the words stare at their watches
and rush off, late
for their next sentence,
their letters shaking their heads
their sans serif heads,
as if they know
I’ll never learn.