within an hour
I watch the boy transform
from seed to leaf to flower
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged competition, fencing, mothering, poem, poetry on March 15, 2018| Leave a Comment »
within an hour
I watch the boy transform
from seed to leaf to flower
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged chores, love, mothering, poem, poetry on March 12, 2018| Leave a Comment »
And it’s scrub the floors
and wash and wring,
run to the store,
fix everything,
and wash and wring,
and straighten drawers
remember to bring
bags to the store,
clean anything,
then clean some more
fix everything—
it’s in our chores
that love finds wings.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged bonfire, poem, poetry, preparation on March 11, 2018| Leave a Comment »
months before the match,
piling sticks onto the bonfire—
already the face glows with the heat
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Elizabeth Bishop, loss, poem, poetry, rondeau, surrender on March 11, 2018| 2 Comments »
Lose something every day.
—Elizabeth Bishop, “One Art”
Lose something every day, the poet said—
and how I laughed the first time that I read
her words. My keys? My gloves? My place in line?
My favorite socks? A name? My glass of wine?
I’ve got that down, I thought, and shook my head.
But then I thought of passing time, the threads
of dates unraveling—and how I try to wind
them back, reclaim those squandered hours as mine.
Lose something every day?
And then I thought of certainty, how wed
I am to thoughts, convictions, faith. Instead
of losing them, I cling. Then they confine.
Some things are better lost—my rigid mind,
my prejudice, old chains of shame, my dread—
lose something every day.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged getting lost, nature, poem, poetry, walk on March 10, 2018| 2 Comments »
the old road to the mine—
getting lost without making
a single turn
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Heartbeat, poem, poetry, song on March 8, 2018| 3 Comments »
for Heartbeat
Though the clock
implies nothing
with its tick
ineluctable,
the body clicks in
to the beat
and begins
to make music
because, though
clearly there’s
so much to do,
what isn’t
an invitation
to sing?
*Thursdays at noon is the present time scheduled for Heartbeat to practice, a seven-woman a cappella choir singing together since 1994. Our next concert, Live as One, features diversity and harmony–songs from all over the world. We’re performing in Telluride at Ah Haa at 7 p.m. on March 15 and in Ridgway at the Sherbino Theater on March 18 at 4 p.m.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged child, darkness, fear, love, mother, poem, poetry, villanelle on March 8, 2018| 12 Comments »
My child, I say, you need not fear the night—
its unlit corners, rooms of dim unknown—
the darkness helps us learn beyond the light.
But mom, how do I know that you’re alright
if I can’t see you? I feel so alone.
My child, I say, there’s goodness in the night.
The dark erases any lines we might
have drawn, makes all the world appear as one.
The dark helps us to see beyond the light.
But mom, I don’t feel safe without my sight.
What if there’s monsters, spiders, things that groan?
My child, I say, there’s kindness in the night.
You feel how darkness holds the whole world tight?
Embracing every human, creature, stone—
the darkness helps us reach beyond the light.
It hugs us all, despite our wrongs, our rights,
inviting everyone into its home.
My child, I say, you need not fear the night—
the darkness helps us love beyond the light.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged impossible, me too, poem, poetry on March 6, 2018| 2 Comments »
Why sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.
—Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
Eyes barely open, and it doesn’t even occur to me
that anything is wrong in the world. After all,
I am warm and no one is crying. There are no
gunshots, no bombshells, no one kicking at the door.
No one shouts, no one threatens, no one steals.
I’ve yet to read the headlines, yet to remember
yesterday. For a moment, there’s no hitch in my breath,
no stab in the heart. It’s only the beginnings
of a very blue sky and the sound of the dawn chorus
in the nearby tree, though the more I listen,
the more their song sounds like “Me, too. Me, too.”
And somehow, at least for a moment before I rise
to wash my face, before I look in the mirror,
I still believe everything is going to be okay.
And sometimes, despite everything I hear,
despite feeling it fall away, the feeling stays.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged bird, busy, junco, nature, poem, poetry, quietude on March 6, 2018| 2 Comments »
Arriving at the starting line
I think of the marathon to come—
somewhere there’s a man
with a gun and a timer.
Somewhere there’s another line
I hope to cross.
Somewhere there’s a woman
who doesn’t know there is a race.
She knows only that the juncos
have come, and if she is still enough
she can see their white tail feathers
flashing in flight.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged path, poem, poetry, shoveling, snow on March 4, 2018| Leave a Comment »
dancing with the shovel
for an hour on the drive,
everywhere we go, a path