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Accidental Baptism

“Mom,” he says, “come quick.”

He pulls me out on the porch

to stare at the three-quarters moon.

“Mom, don’t you think

it looks purple?”

He says it with such urgency,

such thrill. I can make out

the violet edge and hum

in agreement. For a minute,

we hold each other and stand

in marvelous attention.

The night grass is lit,

a touch of purple in it,

even the dirty socks on the lawn

seem rinsed with light.

There is a wholeness I sometimes

doubt. It’s easier to see

what is broken. But whatever

it is that is whole tonight

has always been whole.

I fall into it like an ocean.

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through empty branches
more than just a moon rises—
this full gratitude

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Only Different

I step outside into winter to take the trash
up the drive to the road, and, staring at the moon

through the empty black tangle of cottonwood branches
I step into another night when under that same moon,

you and I were walking up the steep and snowy slopes
toward tree line, a fresh loaf of bread in my backpack,

ski poles in our hands for balance, and no sense
of any story that did not end with happily ever.

After the love we thought we wanted, we found
the love we have. Now, in the time it takes

to walk to the top of the drive, sometimes
a whole lifetime goes by. Listen, there’s the sound

of the river, though it is locked by ice.
And oh, it’s so beautiful, that moon,

the same light
we used to walk home by.

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While the moon watcher stands
out on the porch in her towel
and stares at the almost full moon,

the practical one starts to fuss
about how she’ll catch cold with wet hair,
and the list maker is already thinking

of all the things to be done
when she gets back inside,
“Like go check on your kids

to be sure they’re asleep,” says the mother,
and that’s when the laid-back one says,
“Oh relax, they’re fine, drink some wine,”

and the optimist notes what a sparkling
night it is, how the snow in the field
has never, ever been so luminous,

and the pleaser agrees with her
and says, “Never, ever so luminous,
you’re so right, oh it’s beautiful out here,”

at which the budding wise ass says,
“You’ve seen one moon, you’ve seen ’em all,”
and moon watcher almost sticks out her tongue,

but that is not like her, not like her at all,
and she marvels at the impulse, how it seemed
to rise out of nowhere, just like that gorgeous

enormous shining orb. “Oh yes,” says the scientist,
“Did you know that the moon’s surface
has exceptionally low albedo, giving it a reflectance

only slightly brighter than that of worn asphalt,”
and that’s when the reporter jumps in and begins
to take notes. And the little girl says, “There’s a bunny

in there, do you see it, do you see it tilting on its side,”
and the lover, feeling lonely, wishes she had someone
with her to watch the shining moon as it slides

all the way across the visible sky, the moon somehow
oblivious to all that company it’s keeping
on this luminous, cold night.

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Just before
it disappears
it’s ten times
brighter,
the moon—

oh love
is it any wonder
our shine
sometimes
frightens me?

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Almost Full

oh that moon
on every wall of my grief
it tattoos light

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If You Ask Me Why I Tattooed Yes to My Forehead, It Is Because

when the moon says,
I will teach you my language
if you give me everything,
there is still part of me
that might say, let me sleep on it

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listening tanka

perhaps it was trying
to tell me something,
the full moon—
how close the grass
under my feet

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Three Nightlings

mama! she shrieks
I throw back the sheets, leap
run naked through night
but can’t make it into her dream
the place she needs me most

*

whatever the moon
says, that is what I
say, too

*

rushing out
to smell the morning
before its gone
there will be other mornings
but only one like this

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Chapter 43: The News

Chapter 43

Looking up
at the moon
is a woman.
On her cheek
there is a tear.
In the tear there is
a teacher.
In the teacher
is a story.
In the story
is the moon.
Looking up at that moon
is a woman.
On her cheek
there is a tear.
In the tear
there is a teacher.
In the teacher
is a story.
In the story
is the moon.

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Love Becomes Her

When we use our attention to touch and open the deeper truth in a person, we not only catalyze the experience of love, we become love. The source of love is revealed to be within us; we no longer have to go looking for it somewhere outside.
—Nicole Daedone, “Love Becomes Her,” Tricycle Magazine

It is not too late for love.
Tonight the moon rose,

as it always does, but it
was not the same. It rose

as if close enough to touch,
right there, but I could not touch it.

I gave it my whole attention, then,
listened only to the sound

of it turning while we, too,
were turning, though the sage,

the rocks, the dry arroyo
did not attest to our turning.

The desert had other sounds, too,
but I had, for that moment,

ears only for the moon,
and felt, how strange, my own rising,

felt it so fully I nearly cheered
as the whole vacant shine of it

crested the mesa, cheered though
it was further away then,

or so it seemed, further away, or so,
I see, it only seemed.

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balanced on a twig—
two blue dragonflies and
all that space between them

*

the story, calloused
and gnarled, inside it
red leaping blood

*

picking up the moon
like a telephone to dial
your number, of course

*

contemplating
dessert for
the Armageddon

*

opening a can
of worms to find
rose petals

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this moon, rising
like that other moon did
all those years ago

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Tired and cold
she came to a clearing
beside the river
and set herself down.
There, the moon.
The moon.

*

Not once had she dreamed
to bring the moon any closer.
Not once had she wished
it would move any faster.

*

How to stay in this place
of not wanting
not needing
not wishing
not hoping
not reaching, not knowing.

*

At the edge of whatever
she thought she knew
she leaned
until the only thing
touching her
was nothing.

*

Sometimes a story
ends. Sometimes it
plays again. Sometimes
we see through a story
to see ourselves.

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the wind blows
both ways at once
my thoughts, too

*

fingers covered
in syrup my daughter reaches
to hug me

*

me and the falling snow
both of us
shadowless today

*

crow in the empty
tree, it did not sing to me
like a crow

*

in evergreens
drifting snow and how can it be?
scent of lilac

*

rushing to dance
with the moon, I tripped
on my own wanting

*

January and I
recall over tea we forgot
to make resolutions

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blank field of snow
just after the blizzard
tracked up in minutes

*

driving sixty
while the tears on her cheeks
went eighty

*

these deep scars
I wish I could forget why
you can’t see them

*

even when I sit
very, very still, God sits
stiller

*

the trees pushing green
and in me a longing to
lose everything

*

even though I know
they won’t fit, I try them on
her mood rings

*

those gossamer dreams
when was it that they became
nooses?

*

all I want to know:
when I am with you, can I
be myself?

*

watching that star
I forget which of us
is moving

*

though all the petals
fell, the lily pistil still
dripping

*

come morning my hair
all tangled after a night
of tussling with words

*

no one says to
the lily, hey, one more petal
would look better

*

these haiku
perhaps I can scrawl them on
bits of DNA

*

more poem sprouts?
said the tears—but we just
started plowing

*

quarter moon
the boy says, it’s broken,
mommy fix it?

*

these dead willow sticks
beside me are so beautiful
I am beautiful

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six

why prefer?
the piñata before the strike
or just after

*

mud puddle
only the moon
doesn’t jump in

*

though tattered
I clutch at them, these shreds
of who I was

*

knitting the last row
I consider unraveling
the whole scarf

*

the sun takes me
by the hand—the mountain
can’t be tall enough

*

not the song
that made us look up but
the sound of wings

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when you rose
to leave, all the paths
went with you

*

Tied to your hand
by a string, the moon tugs on
a string held by mine

*

I’d like twelve arms
two to hold you while the other
ten let you go

*

I toss a coin up
to the sun, heads, tails, this coin
with your name on it

*

before I could ask if
you’d kiss even the blackest
part of me, you did

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Teacher

Imagine if the sun
said to the moon
“This sky’s not big enough
for the both of us.”

Instead, it gives
unceasingly light
so that they both
can shine.

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Continue

Not one leaf left,
not one green thing.
Even the algal pools
beside the river
hinge toward brown.

The grass, brown.
The empty tomato vines,
brown. Even the bindweed
on the fence. Dead
and brittle and brown.

There is still a moon,
though, and it shines
when it isn’t in hiding.
Like tonight. The moon hasn’t yet risen
but I can look east

where it’s just as black
as the west, as the north and south,
and I know for certain
it’s not about prayer or hope,
it’s just a question of time.

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