you and I—
two notes in a minor chord
longing for resolution
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged connection, music, poem, poetry, tension on March 12, 2019| 2 Comments »
you and I—
two notes in a minor chord
longing for resolution
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Heartbeat, music, poem, poetry, singing, transformation on March 3, 2019| Leave a Comment »
for Heartbeat
singing
the same song,
again,
but this time
the melody
finds in me
a closed,
forgotten place
and sings light
into its tightness
until where
there were walls,
now wings
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged conversation, music, piano, poem, poetry on December 8, 2018| Leave a Comment »
all day the upright
grand piano dreams of hands
that play sonatas
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged music, poem, poetry, song on November 20, 2018| Leave a Comment »
not just to play
the song, but to be the song—
the leaping melody,
the sullen chords,
the infinite silence inside
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged heart, love, mandolin, music, poem, poetry, practice on August 9, 2018| 4 Comments »
In my heart, a mandolin
just waiting to be played—
there are music sheets,
ignore them. Doesn’t matter
if you know how to play.
What matters is you try.
What matters is you practice
tuning the strings
until you find the way
to make them sing.
What matters is that
we both know there’s
music in there just waiting
to be found and
your hands are curious,
tender.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged music, poem, poetry on July 28, 2018| Leave a Comment »
It is like the musical figurine
on the bedside stand
that, for no reason,
begins to play, first
one tinkly note, then another.
The room has been quiet,
and now, the small ceramic girl
with her pink sun hat
and her kneeling sheep moves
ever so slightly and the invisible metal
tines plink out notes
to an unfamiliar song.
And then they stop. And then
start again. There is no
visible hand turning
the crank to initiate
the music. And isn’t that
just how it happens sometimes,
how you feel as if
you, too, do not feel nor see
the hand that turns you,
but out of nothing
a music arrives in you
and though it is
a mystery, you nod
and say thank you, thank you.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged music, petrarchan sonnet, poem, poetry, selflessness, titanic on February 18, 2018| 2 Comments »
for Wallace Hartley and the musicians of the Titanic
And as the splendid ship began to list
and as the people scrambled on the decks,
the band struck up a ragtime tune, and next
they played an autumn waltz. Yes there, amidst
the screaming and the shouts, the band persisted,
giving to the night what they gave best—
the peace that comes from melody. They blessed
the crowd with song till waves consumed the ship.
How is it that they all agreed to stay?
Some artist’s creed? Some sense this was their gift?
Survivors say they heard the soaring staves
of hymns escort them as they rowed away—
still heard them as the aft began to lift.
And sink. Then nothing but Atlantic waves.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged aging, dancing, music, poem, poetry on November 20, 2017| Leave a Comment »
and suddenly I’m singing
in the cereal aisle,
unable to turn the music up
and dancing anyway—
the words spin me
like old friends,
My older self looks back
at me and says,
that’s right,
move it sister
while you still hear
the music, while you still
can dance.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged birthday, cello, death, music, poem, poetry on November 3, 2017| 4 Comments »
with thanks to Kyra
Minor and slow,
the Russian death song
on the cello
fills the room
with loss and beauty,
the two rubbing
together like notes
side by side on the scale
played at the same time.
I lay on the floor
beneath the great instrument
and feel the waves of it
as if they originate inside me—
play it again, I beg
the cellist, and then,
when it’s done, I beg her
again, play it again,
And she does. And she does,
the warm notes filling
any chill they find.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged all i do is dream of you, diana krall, music, poem, poetry on August 13, 2017| Leave a Comment »
Somewhere inside the chirpy ditty
is an urgency. I hear it now, the hunger,
the way a woman who has spent thirty days
in the rain would long for the sun.
The way someone given only lemonade
for a week would crave a glass of water.
Judy Garland, Debbie Reynolds—
you found the sweetness in the song,
a cotton candy playfulness.
But Diana, you found the arching ache
and rendered it beautiful for even
the most satisfied woman.
The tempo, unstriving. The truth
in the need to take a breath
midsentence. Tonight, I cook
the king boletes in cream.
There is something of desire in them,
the way the sherry sings like a second melody
inside the earthy taste. Diana croons behind me,
summer, autumn, winter, spring,
and I feel the urge to breathe inside my breath,
the need to stir the sauce slower, slower.