stepping into your heart
surprised to find a large empty chair
with my name on it—
in the dust, I write thank you,
then curl in
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged connection, gratitude, parenting, poem, poetry on December 19, 2018| 2 Comments »
stepping into your heart
surprised to find a large empty chair
with my name on it—
in the dust, I write thank you,
then curl in
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged gratitude, poem, poetry, practice, thanksgiving on November 22, 2018| 2 Comments »
To be grateful not only for flower,
but also for mud, grime,
slug, slime, the dingy,
the filthy, the tired,
to be grateful not only for star
but also for what is prickly, thornsome,
tricky, testy, sore,
to be grateful not only for warmth
but also for the cold that holds it,
the chill, the bite, the nip, the freeze,
the breeze that blows always head on.
To not only say thanks, but live it.
To not only know thanks, but give it.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged autumn, beauty, busy, gratitude, paying attention on October 15, 2018| 2 Comments »
Today I woke in the dark and was busy
making lunches during the sunrise,
though surely it happened. And I drove
in the low morning light along
the San Miguel River for half an hour,
not once noticing the color of the water,
the scent on the banks, though past
experience leads me to believe
that there were thousands, millions,
of tiny beautiful miracles happening
there in that half hour alone. How much
beauty is lost on me every day, every moment?
Though as I stepped out of the car
to walk into work, I saw, stuck to my boot, one
brilliant orange aspen leaf outlined in gold,
and for a whole minute, I stared at it,
marveled at its symmetrical veins,
its delicate stem, the astonishing intricacy
of its edges. How easily gloriousness finds us, sticks
to us even. How wholly available, this art
of meeting the glittering, luminous world.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged death, gratitude, marcus aurelius, nature, poem, poetry, Roman general, wind on October 9, 2018| 2 Comments »
You could leave life right now. Let that determine what you do and say and think.
—Marcus Aurelius, Meditations
And though the leaves blush golden and red
and though the sun cups my face like a hand
and though the chill air makes me catch my breath
the wind whispers, friend, remember your death.
And I feel so deeply, so wildly alive
as I climb the hill, slight burn in my thighs
but I cannot pretend I am deaf
as the wind whispers soft, remember your death.
The Roman generals had their slaves
whisper to them in their moments of greatness,
remember your death—even as the crowds cheered—
to help them remember be humble, be here.
And the wind whispers yes, whispers yes to me.
And reminds me to take each step gratefully.
Remember your death, it says. Live now.
And with every step, though I don’t know to whom,
I say thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged gratitude, poem, poetry on September 1, 2018| Leave a Comment »
sending the world
a giant thank you note—
whisper on the back porch
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged gratitude, museum, perspective, poem, poetry, prehistoric journey on July 9, 2018| 2 Comments »
it was never meant to last,
this life, though we tell ourselves
we’re different, though we tell
ourselves we matter. But the planet
is patient. And the sky is older than that.
The bones in the exhibit hall are proof.
Still, as I drive the seven hours to home,
I am careful to stay in my lane,
careful to miss the dead lump of what once
was a bird, to use my turn signal,
to wave thanks at the truck driver
who let me into the flow.
It may not go on forever, but
for now there is this chance
to learn about communion.
There is this chance
to see just how generous
we can be with these drying bones.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged armageddon, death, gratitude, life, poem, poetry on June 11, 2018| Leave a Comment »
I decided to take
the invitation seriously.
Nothing changed.
I made breakfast.
Went to work.
Walked.
Made a date
to speak with a friend.
Swore at the magpie
that dive bombed
my head. Ate popcorn
for lunch.
Made plans
for four months from now.
Took vitamins.
Drank green tea.
Watered the seeds
planted yesterday.
Talked to the seeds,
encouraged them to grow.
Read a book, stopped
at the penultimate chapter.
Some things are better
left unfinished.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged daughter, gratitude, mother, poem, poetry, reframe, ritual on March 30, 2018| 4 Comments »
my mother began my mornings
by singing to me “it’s going to be
such a lovely day”—
over thirty years later
I still believe her
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged death, gratitude, poem, poetry on January 16, 2018| 11 Comments »
and when I die
let me bleed words
and let all of them
be thank you
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged gratefulness.org, gratitude, poem, poetry, Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer on August 30, 2017| 1 Comment »
No matter how difficult the world may be, how hostile, how ferocious, there is always the invitation for gratitude. Thank you to Gratefulness.org, a site devoted to finding and sharing what’s right in the world, who today posted this poem of mine about finding this invitation–Obeying the Impulse